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Sometimes I just want to cry, because I know I’m a great person and what I deserve. I allow myself to fall for people who are selfish and inconsiderate at most. I punish myself for doing things that people do in their sleep. Every girl I have ever dated has taken me and destroyed me completely. Now I’m just hurt and lost. Now I’m too messed up to even allow anyone in.
I want you. I want to throw you against a wall, wrap your legs around my waist and kiss you. Kiss you until we have to stop to catch our breaths. I want you and only you. I want to take you on road trips that lead us to pulling over on the side of the road because we can’t keep our hands off each other. I want you and your flaws. I want your messy makeup from teary eyes as I hold you and talk to you about life. I want the 3am phone calls because you can’t sleep at night. I want to be yours and only yours. I want to taste all your cooking, even if it’s not good, even if it’s experimenting I’d have you cook every meal for the rest of my life. I want you. I want my trembling hands to grab your waist and dance with you in the middle of an empty room. I want to struggle on days when I can’t see you. I want to fight about meaningless stuff that will lead to meaningful sex. I want you. I want your hand to rest on my forearm as we enter a party, so I can reassure you that you are safe with me. I want to sing to you in the shower and have you shut me up with kisses because we both know I’m no singer. I want the ups and downs, the winter and summer days. I want you and only you…
Yes, I was infatuated with you: I am still. No one has ever heightened such a keen capacity of physical sensation in me. I cut you out because I couldn’t stand being a passing fancy. Before I give my body, I must give my thoughts, my mind, my dreams. And you weren’t having any of those.
Read: Can’t win for losing. #wattpad #ShortStory http://wattpad.com/story/19064211?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_storyIt’s a story that I’m writing and I hope some of you guys will read it & comment Thanks !